Friday, August 15, 2014

Life isn't solid, it's fluid, it changes - Random thoughts

One of my dear friends has an interesting quote in her status:

"Here's the Truth
Your situation
Is Never Permanent
It's What you make it
Life isn't solid, it's fluid
It changes"

I made it my screen background - because of the reverberating truth found in it.
I was sitting at my desk reflecting on loneliness, the feeling, isolation.
Nonsense that people do
Helplessness/powerlessness - when part of a group and the group leader - in the case of Presb. groups, the leader is supposed to moderate which I believe means collaborate.
Well the group leader wants to act more like a president that deligates.

I have so many tasks in front of me, I feel at times I don't really have the ability to get stuck on unimportant matters.
There is a roster of women that needs to be filled.
My team will be as strong as us pushing each other, but if time just keeps passing by, it will not go well.

I don't know
Stress:

This moment now, when the many injustices come flooding in.
the good smelling food, reminding me I don't have enough money; the end of the month approaching, reminding that I have to return to court; a planned trip to Maryland, chance to see family and hopefully not stress even more; husband stress, daughter stress; son stress;
church stress: people that have decided how much they will do despite the need to work together to accomplish a goal; sadness b/c life is short.