Friday, September 14, 2012

It' a New Day

I am borrowing the song title of lyrical sentence of a popular gospel song.

Thank you God that it is a new day.  It is getting more difficult to chart my course through this life.  I come to a conclusion of what a good system would be to keep my spirits up and then I am forced to re-evaluate.

I remember more of what other people say than they do and I have to stop bringing back old conversations.  Living in today, mean embracing the changes the new relationships, confidences, and all the things that put smiles on our faces.

Holy God, keep me in today.  Help me see the real value of today and though I may assist with future plans, help me to live in and for today.

I love you God.

humble servant - Rhonda

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

September 12, 2012

Such a nice day that sounds great to try new things...

It is, without a doubt, one of the hardest things for me to be assertive.  To explain what I need and then ask for it.  funny is that it is hard in interpersonal communication as well as prayer.

An example, I ask that I get a day where I work exclusively with my assistance, and after much explanation and additional words, the evident answer is "no".  Because, my assistant would like to multi-task and the office manager has conceded her that right.

This begs the question of who she is assisting.

Now the deep breath.

Dear Lord, I am growing out of my position, out of my situation.  I am waiting on you to clear the way to "bigger" and "better" things.  I don't know from where or how, or when, but I trust you God.  I have made myself a promise that I will not belly ache, complain, protest and register my thoughts about this with all the available ears.  I am beginning on a new path where I act and believe that you will bring me to where I need to be.