September 12, 2012

Such a nice day that sounds great to try new things...

It is, without a doubt, one of the hardest things for me to be assertive.  To explain what I need and then ask for it.  funny is that it is hard in interpersonal communication as well as prayer.

An example, I ask that I get a day where I work exclusively with my assistance, and after much explanation and additional words, the evident answer is "no".  Because, my assistant would like to multi-task and the office manager has conceded her that right.

This begs the question of who she is assisting.

Now the deep breath.

Dear Lord, I am growing out of my position, out of my situation.  I am waiting on you to clear the way to "bigger" and "better" things.  I don't know from where or how, or when, but I trust you God.  I have made myself a promise that I will not belly ache, complain, protest and register my thoughts about this with all the available ears.  I am beginning on a new path where I act and believe that you will bring me to where I need to be.