Holding on

believing that I can make it through the difficult moment, the stress, the worry,
the secret conversations, how do I hold on.
believing that all is in the control of the master and just becuase the OM meets with the Managing Partner and then with her assistant, it doesn't mean it is about me.  holding on
believing that if that my worst fear were to be realized, I still have nothing to worry or fear because my God, my Lord, my Savior, the Holy Spirit, and the angels of the heavens are in control, protecting and working on my behalf - holding on.
as the anxiety attack gets worse as my heart rate increases as I sit still and just hope against hope - holding on.
Sweet Jesus, thank you that you are the anchor of my faith.  Amen