Continuous Prayer

God do you hear the things I say, do you see the course I travel.
I often feel lost, afraid, worried.

There is so much to knowing you, following you and pursuing the truth because it is so often hidden in this world that seems to want to move farther and farther away from you.

Why? Why do we make our own existence that much more difficult??

So many new and strange experiences are coming to me and my family and I don't know how to correctly steer the path. I don't want to misguide them and I don't want to do things that would hurt them or anyone else.

God, please be my champion. Fill me with the knowledge I need to be the lead in the family that is so diverse. Show me how to accept the fault of others and yet remain steadfast in my prayer to you that they embrace all that you are. Oh, holy Lord the time is coming that change will strike all new chords. That knowledge is so fleeting.

Oh Lord of the Ages I feel that my energy is just disbursed. That there is nothing holding me together and that I have become a thin film. I feel that my spiritual eyes have gotten tired and my discernment is not as it should be. Reconcile me Lord, I beg you.